The weight gain. The unhealthy way that I eat.
I am as heavy now as I was when I was first pregnant with Alyssa. It's crazy. My jeans barely fit me.
I've been meaning to rework my unhealthy lifestyle to incorporate better diet decisions, more exercise, and more time to take care of myself.
Tomorrow, I will embark on a journey to better myself. I am making the commitment here, to myself, in writing.
30 days of documenting what I eat. Afterward, I will be able to step back and take in with just enough horror, what I have consumed. Maybe having to disclose my eating habits to the world wide web will make me want to eat better.
So tomorrow, my pretties. Tomorrow marks day 1.
It will also mark day 1 of my journey to completing something in my dream book: Being able to run 6 miles painlessly, again.
Chronicling the ups and downs of my life as a twenty-something always second-guessing herself.
- ▼ October (8)